I'm Jealous

i'm jealous of you!
i'm jealous because u have everything!
i'm jealous because u can get anything dat u want...
including my heart....yes! my heart!!!
why u have to do dis?
what is my fault?
am i did sumting wrong?
so dat i need to be punished?


not more than half year...
u have to go...
leave me alone...
with nobody!
i have nobody...
u noe dat??? nobody ok!!!


u gave me so many sweet memories..
how can i forget all dat..
it takes all my life to forget all dat.
all sweet memories...
from a to z...
from our first met to........im not sure...
from 1st class undang2 of suk*** at BS A2 to..........i dunno....
please tell me dis is a dream.
i have to face all dis....
i have to!!!


i need you all da time...
but i noe 1day u will nvr be da same..
u will 4get bout me...
4get bout our past...
4get bout our memory...
4get bout everything...
n i noe i;m not great as DEARZ
u remember everything bout her....
n im nobody...


if i can create da future....
i will make sure dat u r mine...
n nothing can take u far from me....
but God is great...n i'm not.
hope i can take dis as a life challenge.


act,
i dunno either i can face it or not.
wish me luck!!!


***ilysm***