She deserves you

She's a girl who needs you more than you need her.

She's more suitable for you.

She'll make you happy.

I am okay where i am now.

I will meet a guy who love me more than you love me.

A guy who can accept me just as i am.

Do i love him? I hope so..

I don't know either I can love him like I love you before...

As people grow up, they find it harder and harder to find the right person.

Not because people develop old syndrome once they are past the 'perfect marriage age'.

But because their past experiences, hurt, heartbroken, mistrust have placed them behind a protective wall. They are less willing to speak their mind, to say I love you, to act in a loving manner more freely, to express emotions more freely.

Because they don't want to be put in a position of hurt again.

I feel as if i'm in that position. my trust was betrayed a long time ago and for that reason, i have no expectations of anyone.

Guys who promise me the world, guys who sweet talk me.

It'll never work again because I'm an independent woman.

I don't need anyone but myself.

I hope you can get together with her.

I will miss you...

as my friend.

In the end of the day,

I need to harden the fuck up all the pain and misery I have

Caused you, I'm equally hurting.

From now on, I'll try to find the missing piece...